this may sound silly, but since last night, all i do is listening to yahoo! launch, 'love song' station! ahahaha, you might think that the songs will ultimately slice my heart in pain.. well surprisingly, it doesnt. i actually enjoy singing to the songs.. :) i take it as a progress, a positive one.

sonya messaged me on friendster today. she said i'm pretty, so i said thanks, and told him that looks can be deceiving. that beauty is vain. feels great to say that to her. ahahaha.

ficky called this afternoon, talked a little while. it kinda suprised me, coz we never actually had a long conversation before. it was good, and amusing. i told him, whose name that i wrote that night, when we're playing at regal. ughhhh ... he better be good in keeping a secret!

i filled out this friendster bulletin about friends and the first name that pops up when the question is read. then i realize that i kinda miss tista a lot! i haven't talk to him lately, when for me, he's one of my man friend that really there for me, whose advice and support really mean a lot to me. really miss him. so when u read this out ... let's go out and talk like we always do, ok mate!! hehehe

and one of the names that i wrote there was jedi's. i really miss talking to him as well. he's been gone for some days now, with no news whatsoever. i dont know whether i should feel worried, or just being plain about his absence. i really miss him, we havent seen each other for almost 2- 3 months now, and i guess, he doesnt think it as an issue to think about.

:: Phil Collins // Can't Stop Loving You ::

and from launch's love song station, i got this song while i'm writing the last paragraph.

"i cant stop loving you ... why should i even try?"

[phew!!! sigh ... pffttt ... WAKE UP!!]